SAMA

Love Is Not A Memory…

2011-03-21T01:35:00.000+02:00

The 21st of March 2004 was the day that made all our days… few words was more than enough… I love you…

Yes Marmoush… I love you and every day I love you more…
Today is not a remembrance… our love ever gets old to need renewal… it is an endless mix of feelings that is continuing to grow the more we are living it…

Happy SAMA day...

Happy Birthday Marmoushti

2011-02-04T03:00:00.000+02:00

شو بقول لربّ السما اللي خلقك ليّ أنا... بقلّو نشكرك ونحمدك على خلقة بتمجّد إسمك... مروى الحلوة بعتّلي تتكون أمّ العيلة... أحلى أم بالدني وميشو اللي بيحكي عنّي... برمتلا على هديّة قالتلي ما بدها هيّ... معك حقّ... ما في أغلى من إنّي قلّك قلبي بحبّك... وروحي بتحبّك... وهاي هيّ العيديّة... ساسين ومايكل

On The Border...

2010-06-13T02:21:00.000+03:00

Our little angle is wondering why he is coming for...

Is he a message of love or a secret celestial goal?

You “Michael” are the gift I adore...

Keep knocking and for you I will open the door...

Come in and see how much love we have in our heart store...

SAMA Birthday

2010-03-21T13:49:00.002+02:00

"Love is patient,

Love is kind...

Bears all things,

Believes all things,

Hopes all things,

Endures all things" Corinthians 1-13

It has been six years since we first felt and said:

I LOVE YOU

A love that continued and is continuing growing...

And now we are waiting to pick up the most beautiful fruit ever...

I love you Memo,

Forever...

Missing Life…

2008-10-30T17:11:00.000+02:00

No one can understand… no one can feel our pain…
No one cares for us but who created love…
Memo! Honey!
Away from your warmth there is no life…
I miss smelling you!
I miss hearing your breath!
I miss listening to your heart beats!
I miss being with you babe!
I miss everything honey!
All the beautiful days!
It has been a so long time! Oh my God, this is so long!
For the ones who are treating us as numbers, everything can wait!!!
When will they understand that this is enormous for lovers!
That’s inacceptable!
Oh babe! Each day our love grows…
Each days is becoming harder and harder!
Life is becoming unbearable, boring!
I miss life! I miss you!
Whatever they may think, our love is unconditional!
Our love is immortal! And we will live to live it!

Kissing you…

2008-06-15T22:44:00.002+03:00

I liked a nice story since my childhood…
It was about someone that fell in love with one of his flowers…
And when he kissed her, she became a so beautiful girl…
***
Marwa… you are the queen of my garden…
And I adore you…
I wish to be a magician…
May this story be a real one?!
Would you come out and be with me…
Touch my face with your soft lips…
Fill my heart with your beautiful odor…
I miss you…
I miss every sweet moment baby…

SAMA!

2008-04-23T20:52:00.004+03:00

The countdown has started my honey!

Soon, God's will, our SAMA will see the light & fill the earth with her odor & beauty!

I love you so much honey!

Let's pray, so that the incoming days will not be long!

I love you baby!

Without You...

2008-02-04T00:42:00.000+02:00

When your words touch me, it sounds like the rain on my thirsty ground…
When your smiles reach me, my soul dances on the wind’s waves…
When your love covers me, I feel the safest on earth…
When your soul surrounds me, the music of my love fills the atmosphere…
You are the taste and the beauty… you are everything for me…
Without you baby, life is a starless night…

Love Tree...

2007-10-23T22:59:00.000+02:00

I will not say “I was thinking about you that day”… because I don’t stop doing it day and night, everyday…
“I’m in love”… if not, why to concentrate on such a sight while walking?
I cannot live without you…
I cannot live without our love…
I can’t wait to be one body with you… one tree of love, which will fulfill the world with the sweetest fruits…

When The Roses Say I Love You

2007-05-17T02:13:00.000+03:00

I Love You

2007-03-21T13:09:00.000+02:00

Some years ago, just like today the nature’s spring started, and our one heart’s life too…
In it was the first “I love you” … a simple stimulus that triggered the one billion “love waves”…
Happy birthday baby…

Your Odor

2007-01-18T01:23:00.000+02:00

Ah! How much it is sweet!
Ah! How much it is beautiful!
There is nothing like it… whatever I open, I smell it… on my bed, I smell it… on my books…
Oh my love! Even on my hands… I smell you…

How much you are beautiful!
I turn always around while searching! Feeling your presence every second…
I smell you… and your odor never ends…
And there is no one in the world that have it, even if they put the same perfume…
My love… I never leave the card you sent… I read your words again and again everyday…
Baby… I love you…

The Book Of Our Days

2007-01-15T23:53:00.000+02:00

I love you… a word or words…
It may reach the one million time soon… and nor the book is filled; neither we feel it enough…
It is like a crescendo reaction… as soon as we start it never ends…
I love you… I repeat it now…
I love you… I repeat it again…
Every time I want that you know it… while I know that you completely know and feel it…
My love… that day changed everything… the world is always the same, but I’m no more the same man…
Life with you has a real taste… with it tears and laughs… with everything…
I like life with you… or even, there is no spirit to life without you…
I like it, and I like to have more and more days…
Because everyday I gain now is a beauty… a love… a peace… but specially a life… a real life…

Near To Me

2007-01-15T23:46:00.000+02:00

There is no one way to say you are away…
As if you exist in my neuronal centers… you know when I turn right, when I turn left…
You know what I think… what I want to think…
You know that I’m always thinking about you… about us…
I see you everywhere… your smell never leaves me… your breath my dear, is always near to me…
I remember you in every situation and whatever I’m doing…
As the last days were cold, I look at you with this feeling… I want to remove my jacket to put it on you…
You know my love… I see you even if I close my eyes…
Your fingerprints are still on my body… you know, my neurons guarded the memory of every touch… I can wake it up every moment…
Here I’m trying to say that I’m in control of everything… but this is not true… they are auto generated as my heart beats with no one order…
My love, I want to cry in the majority of moments… but I always remember that all this is because I love you and you do too… suddenly a smile is drawn on my face…
I love you and I miss you Marwa…

Whatever SAMA Does Is For The Glory Of God

2006-10-22T11:09:00.000+02:00

Photo For Janine Russel

I Miss You

2006-10-15T23:42:00.000+02:00

When the night closes all the windows, and turns off all the human lights, I become again the same lonely person…
Keeping away all the dreams is just a dream…
My head is full again of scenes… of times… of ideas…
Almost everything is about you…
I turn the light off by myself… nearly nothing is visible for a while, and then I start to see in the darkness…
It is your photo placed there…
Just one photo… but through it I see thousands…
Every moment we spent together… every smile… and especially every tear…
In the silence, I close my eyes to feel again and again their effect on me…
My body shakes slightly…
There is something I need to live… and I need it back…
I feel you are behind the door… thinking of me… of us…
I put my hands in the pockets… there are no keys…
I stand up… run hurry to hit the block… but no way…
My body is aching…
My heart too…
I hear your voice again from behind it… I hear your tears touching the soil…
I want to cross it to release us…
I love you so much… I love the person you are… I love your heart…
I don’t want you to cry… this makes me a mad man…
I promised I’m a reason for your eternal smile…
My body shakes again… I need you…
I don’t want to cry myself…
I try not to do it…
I believe…
I understand…
I found it…
To open this door is so easy… I will pray as much as I miss you…

Yearning...

2006-10-11T07:40:00.000+02:00

SAMA Photography

How could my legs walk? I hope I have no legs…
How could my brain give this order? I hope I have no brain…
How my heart could support this act? I hope I have no heart…
How could I? How could I?
How could I?
I wrote death on my life pages…
I left my freedom to come back into this little prison…
I left our smile to be flooded by tears…
I left the spring to live again the winter…
I left the warmth to be killed by coldness…

What do we feel?!
What do we mean?!
What do we say?!

I’m yearning for our union…
What happened is no more acceptable…
God’s will… This door will never close again…

We couldn’t fish the sun that day… she is lost in the sea…
But she will raise again my love, and she will never leave until we leave…

Ah Ya Albi

2006-10-09T18:01:00.001+02:00

I walk away and search for your hand, for your arm to cling on to.
I can't believe what we just did.
I feel almost paralysed.
Everything I do, reminds me of you.
I walk to my desk, and I see you there, reading the latest news, uploading and admiring your photos.
I walk to my room, and smell the pillow your head laid opon, the sheets your body slept on.
Baby, you smell so beautiful.
I hug your pillow and wait to feel your kiss on my forehead, for you to play with my hair...
And suddenly remember it is just a pillow.
I lay there all night, reminiscing, praying, yearning...
There is no difference between day and night.
Hours pass and 8am comes.
I wait for you to come wake me.
I wait for your sweet kiss.
I walk from my room to your room.
"Habibi..."
No answer.
I come to have breakfast.
Mum puts me some hlawet el jibn...
"Sassine likes that" I say.
Food has lost it's taste.
I get my things ready to go to uni, and stumble across the shells we collected that sweet day at the beach.
I remember the rock you reminded me about and run to the jacket.
I smell the bonfire and cannot get enough.
I look in the pockets and find the beanie you wore...
The funny blue and black one with the pompom.
I get dressed and spray Kenzo...
You liked that.
I come across the 'magic powder'...
The one I carried around with the brush everywhere.
I don't need it today.
I get in the car, and it's, you guessed it, Tony Kiwan.
I put on your favourite station.
It doesn't sound the same without holding hands.
On the train I spot two lovers.
Neyaloun.
I fondle for my sunnies and hope that no-one can see through them.
The 35 minute train ride feels like 35 hours.
I make my way to uni.
I don't want to catch the tram, and though time is not permitting, I walk up to uni, along the road we both walked along.
I sit on the bench you waited for me on.
I walk into my lecture and my friend says to me "how are you?"
I choke on my words.
She hugs me, but all I feel is you.
I call your mobile, I know you cannot answer, you are still on the plane, but I still wait for you to pick up.
"Habibi?... Habibi?"
I wear my pyjamas, and put on your slippers.
It's only 3pm, but feels like 3 weeks since you left.
I sort out the papers on my desk and come across the CD you burned for me.
I hope one day I can view these photos.
Right now, I am not game enough.
"Sasso?... Habibi?"
Redd 3allayi.
Please come back...
And never EVER leave me again.

I'm With You

2006-06-24T02:22:00.000+03:00

I Love You

2006-06-23T03:08:00.000+03:00

Our Prayer

2006-06-23T02:59:00.000+03:00

We are looking at you our beautiful God,
we are just amazed by you, by your love to us, to everyone on this earth...
oh dear God!
We love you so much, for everything you offered for us & for everything you are offering...
We can feel and we know that without you, our pains didnt turn into flowers... our sadness
into happiness... every missing moment a power to our love...
This love that you created, and you stay alert to conserve it.
Thank you our love... you are our love God... and we are nothing without you...
We love you so so much
Please strengthen us! & help us to see the positive from everything...
When we feel doubtful, strengthen your opinion into us...
Amen

Special Moments

2006-06-22T18:11:00.000+03:00

Between Trees, Aadbel
Lebanese Sunsets Album

This picture has a special impact on me. When I see it, a thousand emotions embrace me. Happiness, sadness, hope, intense longing, nostalgia...
This is one of the romantic nights i passed with you, thinking of you on this peaceful mountain. It is yes so meaningfull.
I remember in it God staying between the trees without burning them;
I see the power of this silent moment.
I see also trees sad in black saying goodbye to the sun while hugging it.
I see the sun saying i'm coming tomorrow, dont cry, i will come again and there will be no more darkness, just wait.
I see the peace going ahead to sleep in the sea.
I see the sun leaving my side to illuminate your's, so we are the one that live always in the day.
I see you, how? by every lovely scene surrounding my life. but you are still the most beautiful, and thats why i miss you so much...

I LOVE YOU

2006-05-13T22:55:00.000+03:00

Heavenly

2006-05-13T22:18:00.000+03:00

A Poem For You

2006-05-08T01:59:00.000+03:00

If Our Love Is A Cross... It's Like That

2006-05-08T01:45:00.000+03:00

Happiness & Sadness Inside The Same Beauty

2006-05-08T01:27:00.000+03:00

Only You

2006-05-07T05:25:00.000+03:00

When all I think about...
Is you
When all I want...
Is you
When all I breathe...
Is you
When all I need...
Is you
How can I tame my heart?

I miss you Habibi so much
And yearn to be with you.

It seems like such a distant dream...

Amazing

2006-05-05T01:51:00.000+03:00

Photo By Webshots

Isn't really amazing?

When half of us is in the darkness, the other is in the light...

When half of us is in the winter, the other is in summer...

When half of us is sleeping, the other is awake...

Yes, we are from the north, the south...

But we are one in God, running in his majesty...

As the whole earth is running around the sun to accomplish the life...

So Precious...

2006-04-28T23:49:00.000+03:00

All we need is each other…
We miss us so much… we are so far while so close…
Yes! Our heart is sad while he is full of love …

I want you to be happy… you want me to be happy…
To see a smile on our face, we are ready to leave everything…
But still, this smile is so far…
The days are walking slowly, as if their happiness is in others suffer…
Ah! They walk very slowly… We feel them stopping even…
Yes! Blocking us…
All this is tolerable till now… even barely…
But what we cannot support really is our tears…
Ah! We must stop them, because they are so precious…

Until We Meet Again...

2006-03-25T14:30:00.000+02:00

She begins to wake the sleeping sky.
When she reaches out, the ocean responds.
She moves closer and closer to him.
He caresses her.
Simultaneously, she bows her head, chin to chest.
Her arms fall to her sides.
She sinks to her knees.
In one motion.
I watch, anticipate, wait for her next move.
She rises almost magically, and greets the incoming breeze.
They all begin to dance, oh-so-blissfully.
She turns and waves.

It is so beautiful, so captivating, the sun's arrival, when it breaks the surface of the ocean.

Feeling her warmth, I step forward, and imprint the warming sand.
When I look up, they are still dancing, waltzing, with so much passion.
They sway and spin, whirl and swing, to the music they create with the ocean.
Their level of elation, their contentment, is a striking contrast...
A striking contrast of what I witness later when I welcome the night.

Until they meet again...

Until we meet again...

Hearts...

2006-03-18T10:47:00.000+02:00

One Day, One Life…

2006-03-18T09:33:00.000+02:00

When I was looking for the light, it was so far…
I lived in pain & loneliness, but something was blocked…
Always away… even that I wanted it everyday…
No one response… no one word…
Just away… till I felt I’m born to be lonely…
Yes, I said that… even that I always believed in the spring...
I don’t hide that I love all the seasons… but the one who has a powerful effect on me was you spring…
You came one day, one year with the light I waited for years and years…
It’s not something to remember or not to remember…
It’s something to live with forever… It’s something you cannot live without…
Isn’t strange that our spring started with the spring…
Isn’t strange that our spring don’t end in three months…
I feel it so strange and beautiful…
Yes, what I know is that my garden is always flowering… even if she is having everyday different colors…

Sassine El Nabbout

Prayer For Her

2005-09-29T21:11:00.000+03:00

Dear God,
help my LOVE,
forgive her for everything wrong she did or she will do,
fix her in ur heart,
make easy all her ways, for all the life,

Dear God,
help me to keep her safe,
happy,
peaceful,
beautiful,
lovely,
sweet,
faithful,
AMEN

Where am I?...

2005-08-18T19:35:00.000+03:00

Where am I?... How am I?... Am I still in myself?!... Am I where I live?!...

Am I still a person or a small bird living near to your window?!...

Am I still a body or a soft breeze surrounding you, and touching you every moment!...

Am I still a soul or a sunlight covering your ways?!...

Am I still myself?!...

Where am I?...
Warming your heart! living inside it as my house!
I guess so! This is where I’m living now and forever!...
Living each moment with you! Only you…

SAMA

Message To You...

2005-08-12T21:35:00.000+03:00

I don’t know what is going on with me!
All the time I feel tired!
All the time I feel lost!
How much times I woke up and I’m still feeling myself in your city!
How much times I woke up and I’m still waiting for you to come and take me!
I don’t know what is happening!
As if I never knew my country!
As if I’m living in another world! Out of every reality!
In face of me the whole globe, but unfortunately its made of crystal!
Each moment I look to where you are!
Each moment wishing to be with you!
Each moment thinking how much its near & how much its far!
Each moment wishing that I can go and come through the earth in moments…
All what I want is to be with you!
I don’t know how I could that time leave u!
I’m blaming myself all the time!
Oh what a life!
Its almost a week since I left and I’m feeling it years!
I don’t know my love what to do!
There is nothing that can decrease all this sea of fighting feelings!
All the pictures I took of you in the places we went in, are increasing all what I’m feeling!
I need you so much!
So much near to me!

SAMA

A Tear And A Smile...

2005-08-12T21:32:00.000+03:00

My love, I remember each moment when we were together…
I remember everything about you…
Your blond hair dancing with the wind…
Your wonderful eyes shining with the sun rays…
Your white skin competing with the clouds color…
Your beautiful face…
Your sweet smell…
Your walk…
Your clothes and their colors…
Your look…
I almost remember each feeling…
Each reaction…

But what I will never forget, is seeing you smiling to me while crying…

I will never forget your body that was shaking…
I will never forget this mix of a smile and a tear…
One for being together, and the other for being forced to be away…
I will never forget, when I pleased you to stop crying, and you said: oh my dearest, its not in my hands…

Your love my dear, is not something to forget or to remember…
Your love my dear is my life…
Our love is everything for me…
For us…
I’m really proud that you love me…
Thank you for everything…
Thank god for everything…
Now… now… I’m just smiling and crying…
I love you…

SAMA

Can someone miss himself?...

2005-01-22T21:41:00.000+02:00

Isn’t really strange? I miss you & you are myself…
I pass my moment thinking of you, asking for you, longing to you….
No, you are not inside me… you are me…
You mean everything to me…
Is this love a loving of myself… I guess not…
Its something different but too much strange…
Sometimes I don’t know what I’m feeling…
Is it because you are the nearest to me & in the same time the most away…
I don’t stop all the day asking myself…
You live in me & I miss u…
Really I miss u…
So much…
This is like I’m living without you in the darkness of the night & I wait for the incoming light & warmth… I wait for a new day, a new life with you…
In my logics, I must not miss you, but I miss you…
I guess I’m not abnormal, at all…
With you, I’m very very normal…
That’s why, I’m in peace & love with you…

Just Me & U In this world

2005-01-15T14:40:00.000+02:00

I always felt alone! worked alone! walked alone!
I thinked alone!
I was just alone in evreything & moment of my life!
Till you are near me, now & forever!
I waited for you a life & finally i met u !
I miss you now & each moment ! even that you are me!
Sassine