Near To Me

There is no one way to say you are away…
As if you exist in my neuronal centers… you know when I turn right, when I turn left…
You know what I think… what I want to think…
You know that I’m always thinking about you… about us…
I see you everywhere… your smell never leaves me… your breath my dear, is always near to me…
I remember you in every situation and whatever I’m doing…
As the last days were cold, I look at you with this feeling… I want to remove my jacket to put it on you…
You know my love… I see you even if I close my eyes…
Your fingerprints are still on my body… you know, my neurons guarded the memory of every touch… I can wake it up every moment…
Here I’m trying to say that I’m in control of everything… but this is not true… they are auto generated as my heart beats with no one order…
My love, I want to cry in the majority of moments… but I always remember that all this is because I love you and you do too… suddenly a smile is drawn on my face…
I love you and I miss you Marwa…