Love Is Not A Memory…

The 21st of March 2004 was the day that made all our days… few words was more than enough… I love you…

Yes Marmoush… I love you and every day I love you more…
Today is not a remembrance… our love ever gets old to need renewal… it is an endless mix of feelings that is continuing to grow the more we are living it…

Happy SAMA day...

Happy Birthday Marmoushti

شو بقول لربّ السما اللي خلقك ليّ أنا... بقلّو نشكرك ونحمدك على خلقة بتمجّد إسمك... مروى الحلوة بعتّلي تتكون أمّ العيلة... أحلى أم بالدني وميشو اللي بيحكي عنّي... برمتلا على هديّة قالتلي ما بدها هيّ... معك حقّ... ما في أغلى من إنّي قلّك قلبي بحبّك... وروحي بتحبّك... وهاي هيّ العيديّة... ساسين ومايكل

On The Border...

Our little angle is wondering why he is coming for...

Is he a message of love or a secret celestial goal?

You “Michael” are the gift I adore...

Keep knocking and for you I will open the door...

Come in and see how much love we have in our heart store...

SAMA Birthday

"Love is patient,

Love is kind...

Bears all things,

Believes all things,

Hopes all things,

Endures all things" Corinthians 1-13

It has been six years since we first felt and said:

I LOVE YOU

A love that continued and is continuing growing...

And now we are waiting to pick up the most beautiful fruit ever...

I love you Memo,

Forever...

Missing Life…

No one can understand… no one can feel our pain…
No one cares for us but who created love…
Memo! Honey!
Away from your warmth there is no life…
I miss smelling you!
I miss hearing your breath!
I miss listening to your heart beats!
I miss being with you babe!
I miss everything honey!
All the beautiful days!
It has been a so long time! Oh my God, this is so long!
For the ones who are treating us as numbers, everything can wait!!!
When will they understand that this is enormous for lovers!
That’s inacceptable!
Oh babe! Each day our love grows…
Each days is becoming harder and harder!
Life is becoming unbearable, boring!
I miss life! I miss you!
Whatever they may think, our love is unconditional!
Our love is immortal! And we will live to live it!

Kissing you…

I liked a nice story since my childhood…
It was about someone that fell in love with one of his flowers…
And when he kissed her, she became a so beautiful girl…
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Marwa… you are the queen of my garden…
And I adore you…
I wish to be a magician…
May this story be a real one?!
Would you come out and be with me…
Touch my face with your soft lips…
Fill my heart with your beautiful odor…
I miss you…
I miss every sweet moment baby…

SAMA!

The countdown has started my honey!

Soon, God's will, our SAMA will see the light & fill the earth with her odor & beauty!

I love you so much honey!

Let's pray, so that the incoming days will not be long!

I love you baby!

Without You...

When your words touch me, it sounds like the rain on my thirsty ground…
When your smiles reach me, my soul dances on the wind’s waves…
When your love covers me, I feel the safest on earth…
When your soul surrounds me, the music of my love fills the atmosphere…
You are the taste and the beauty… you are everything for me…
Without you baby, life is a starless night…

Love Tree...

I will not say “I was thinking about you that day”… because I don’t stop doing it day and night, everyday…
“I’m in love”… if not, why to concentrate on such a sight while walking?
I cannot live without you…
I cannot live without our love…
I can’t wait to be one body with you… one tree of love, which will fulfill the world with the sweetest fruits…

When The Roses Say I Love You

I Love You

Some years ago, just like today the nature’s spring started, and our one heart’s life too…
In it was the first “I love you” … a simple stimulus that triggered the one billion “love waves”…
Happy birthday baby…

Your Odor

Ah! How much it is sweet!
Ah! How much it is beautiful!
There is nothing like it… whatever I open, I smell it… on my bed, I smell it… on my books…
Oh my love! Even on my hands… I smell you…

How much you are beautiful!
I turn always around while searching! Feeling your presence every second…
I smell you… and your odor never ends…
And there is no one in the world that have it, even if they put the same perfume…
My love… I never leave the card you sent… I read your words again and again everyday…
Baby… I love you…

The Book Of Our Days

I love you… a word or words…
It may reach the one million time soon… and nor the book is filled; neither we feel it enough…
It is like a crescendo reaction… as soon as we start it never ends…
I love you… I repeat it now…
I love you… I repeat it again…
Every time I want that you know it… while I know that you completely know and feel it…
My love… that day changed everything… the world is always the same, but I’m no more the same man…
Life with you has a real taste… with it tears and laughs… with everything…
I like life with you… or even, there is no spirit to life without you…
I like it, and I like to have more and more days…
Because everyday I gain now is a beauty… a love… a peace… but specially a life… a real life…

Near To Me

There is no one way to say you are away…
As if you exist in my neuronal centers… you know when I turn right, when I turn left…
You know what I think… what I want to think…
You know that I’m always thinking about you… about us…
I see you everywhere… your smell never leaves me… your breath my dear, is always near to me…
I remember you in every situation and whatever I’m doing…
As the last days were cold, I look at you with this feeling… I want to remove my jacket to put it on you…
You know my love… I see you even if I close my eyes…
Your fingerprints are still on my body… you know, my neurons guarded the memory of every touch… I can wake it up every moment…
Here I’m trying to say that I’m in control of everything… but this is not true… they are auto generated as my heart beats with no one order…
My love, I want to cry in the majority of moments… but I always remember that all this is because I love you and you do too… suddenly a smile is drawn on my face…
I love you and I miss you Marwa…

Whatever SAMA Does Is For The Glory Of God

Photo For Janine Russel

I Miss You

When the night closes all the windows, and turns off all the human lights, I become again the same lonely person…
Keeping away all the dreams is just a dream…
My head is full again of scenes… of times… of ideas…
Almost everything is about you…
I turn the light off by myself… nearly nothing is visible for a while, and then I start to see in the darkness…
It is your photo placed there…
Just one photo… but through it I see thousands…
Every moment we spent together… every smile… and especially every tear…
In the silence, I close my eyes to feel again and again their effect on me…
My body shakes slightly…
There is something I need to live… and I need it back…
I feel you are behind the door… thinking of me… of us…
I put my hands in the pockets… there are no keys…
I stand up… run hurry to hit the block… but no way…
My body is aching…
My heart too…
I hear your voice again from behind it… I hear your tears touching the soil…
I want to cross it to release us…
I love you so much… I love the person you are… I love your heart…
I don’t want you to cry… this makes me a mad man…
I promised I’m a reason for your eternal smile…
My body shakes again… I need you…
I don’t want to cry myself…
I try not to do it…
I believe…
I understand…
I found it…
To open this door is so easy… I will pray as much as I miss you…

Yearning...

SAMA Photography

How could my legs walk? I hope I have no legs…
How could my brain give this order? I hope I have no brain…
How my heart could support this act? I hope I have no heart…
How could I? How could I?
How could I?
I wrote death on my life pages…
I left my freedom to come back into this little prison…
I left our smile to be flooded by tears…
I left the spring to live again the winter…
I left the warmth to be killed by coldness…

What do we feel?!
What do we mean?!
What do we say?!

I’m yearning for our union…
What happened is no more acceptable…
God’s will… This door will never close again…

We couldn’t fish the sun that day… she is lost in the sea…
But she will raise again my love, and she will never leave until we leave…