When The Roses Say I Love You

I Love You

Some years ago, just like today the nature’s spring started, and our one heart’s life too…
In it was the first “I love you” … a simple stimulus that triggered the one billion “love waves”…
Happy birthday baby…

Your Odor

Ah! How much it is sweet!
Ah! How much it is beautiful!
There is nothing like it… whatever I open, I smell it… on my bed, I smell it… on my books…
Oh my love! Even on my hands… I smell you…

How much you are beautiful!
I turn always around while searching! Feeling your presence every second…
I smell you… and your odor never ends…
And there is no one in the world that have it, even if they put the same perfume…
My love… I never leave the card you sent… I read your words again and again everyday…
Baby… I love you…

The Book Of Our Days

I love you… a word or words…
It may reach the one million time soon… and nor the book is filled; neither we feel it enough…
It is like a crescendo reaction… as soon as we start it never ends…
I love you… I repeat it now…
I love you… I repeat it again…
Every time I want that you know it… while I know that you completely know and feel it…
My love… that day changed everything… the world is always the same, but I’m no more the same man…
Life with you has a real taste… with it tears and laughs… with everything…
I like life with you… or even, there is no spirit to life without you…
I like it, and I like to have more and more days…
Because everyday I gain now is a beauty… a love… a peace… but specially a life… a real life…

Near To Me

There is no one way to say you are away…
As if you exist in my neuronal centers… you know when I turn right, when I turn left…
You know what I think… what I want to think…
You know that I’m always thinking about you… about us…
I see you everywhere… your smell never leaves me… your breath my dear, is always near to me…
I remember you in every situation and whatever I’m doing…
As the last days were cold, I look at you with this feeling… I want to remove my jacket to put it on you…
You know my love… I see you even if I close my eyes…
Your fingerprints are still on my body… you know, my neurons guarded the memory of every touch… I can wake it up every moment…
Here I’m trying to say that I’m in control of everything… but this is not true… they are auto generated as my heart beats with no one order…
My love, I want to cry in the majority of moments… but I always remember that all this is because I love you and you do too… suddenly a smile is drawn on my face…
I love you and I miss you Marwa…

Whatever SAMA Does Is For The Glory Of God

Photo For Janine Russel

I Miss You

When the night closes all the windows, and turns off all the human lights, I become again the same lonely person…
Keeping away all the dreams is just a dream…
My head is full again of scenes… of times… of ideas…
Almost everything is about you…
I turn the light off by myself… nearly nothing is visible for a while, and then I start to see in the darkness…
It is your photo placed there…
Just one photo… but through it I see thousands…
Every moment we spent together… every smile… and especially every tear…
In the silence, I close my eyes to feel again and again their effect on me…
My body shakes slightly…
There is something I need to live… and I need it back…
I feel you are behind the door… thinking of me… of us…
I put my hands in the pockets… there are no keys…
I stand up… run hurry to hit the block… but no way…
My body is aching…
My heart too…
I hear your voice again from behind it… I hear your tears touching the soil…
I want to cross it to release us…
I love you so much… I love the person you are… I love your heart…
I don’t want you to cry… this makes me a mad man…
I promised I’m a reason for your eternal smile…
My body shakes again… I need you…
I don’t want to cry myself…
I try not to do it…
I believe…
I understand…
I found it…
To open this door is so easy… I will pray as much as I miss you…

Yearning...

SAMA Photography

How could my legs walk? I hope I have no legs…
How could my brain give this order? I hope I have no brain…
How my heart could support this act? I hope I have no heart…
How could I? How could I?
How could I?
I wrote death on my life pages…
I left my freedom to come back into this little prison…
I left our smile to be flooded by tears…
I left the spring to live again the winter…
I left the warmth to be killed by coldness…

What do we feel?!
What do we mean?!
What do we say?!

I’m yearning for our union…
What happened is no more acceptable…
God’s will… This door will never close again…

We couldn’t fish the sun that day… she is lost in the sea…
But she will raise again my love, and she will never leave until we leave…

Ah Ya Albi

I walk away and search for your hand, for your arm to cling on to.
I can't believe what we just did.
I feel almost paralysed.
Everything I do, reminds me of you.
I walk to my desk, and I see you there, reading the latest news, uploading and admiring your photos.
I walk to my room, and smell the pillow your head laid opon, the sheets your body slept on.
Baby, you smell so beautiful.
I hug your pillow and wait to feel your kiss on my forehead, for you to play with my hair...
And suddenly remember it is just a pillow.
I lay there all night, reminiscing, praying, yearning...
There is no difference between day and night.
Hours pass and 8am comes.
I wait for you to come wake me.
I wait for your sweet kiss.
I walk from my room to your room.
"Habibi..."
No answer.
I come to have breakfast.
Mum puts me some hlawet el jibn...
"Sassine likes that" I say.
Food has lost it's taste.
I get my things ready to go to uni, and stumble across the shells we collected that sweet day at the beach.
I remember the rock you reminded me about and run to the jacket.
I smell the bonfire and cannot get enough.
I look in the pockets and find the beanie you wore...
The funny blue and black one with the pompom.
I get dressed and spray Kenzo...
You liked that.
I come across the 'magic powder'...
The one I carried around with the brush everywhere.
I don't need it today.
I get in the car, and it's, you guessed it, Tony Kiwan.
I put on your favourite station.
It doesn't sound the same without holding hands.
On the train I spot two lovers.
Neyaloun.
I fondle for my sunnies and hope that no-one can see through them.
The 35 minute train ride feels like 35 hours.
I make my way to uni.
I don't want to catch the tram, and though time is not permitting, I walk up to uni, along the road we both walked along.
I sit on the bench you waited for me on.
I walk into my lecture and my friend says to me "how are you?"
I choke on my words.
She hugs me, but all I feel is you.
I call your mobile, I know you cannot answer, you are still on the plane, but I still wait for you to pick up.
"Habibi?... Habibi?"
I wear my pyjamas, and put on your slippers.
It's only 3pm, but feels like 3 weeks since you left.
I sort out the papers on my desk and come across the CD you burned for me.
I hope one day I can view these photos.
Right now, I am not game enough.
"Sasso?... Habibi?"
Redd 3allayi.
Please come back...
And never EVER leave me again.

I'm With You

I Love You

Our Prayer

We are looking at you our beautiful God,
we are just amazed by you, by your love to us, to everyone on this earth...
oh dear God!
We love you so much, for everything you offered for us & for everything you are offering...
We can feel and we know that without you, our pains didnt turn into flowers... our sadness
into happiness... every missing moment a power to our love...
This love that you created, and you stay alert to conserve it.
Thank you our love... you are our love God... and we are nothing without you...
We love you so so much
Please strengthen us! & help us to see the positive from everything...
When we feel doubtful, strengthen your opinion into us...
Amen

Special Moments

Between Trees, Aadbel
Lebanese Sunsets Album

This picture has a special impact on me. When I see it, a thousand emotions embrace me. Happiness, sadness, hope, intense longing, nostalgia...
This is one of the romantic nights i passed with you, thinking of you on this peaceful mountain. It is yes so meaningfull.
I remember in it God staying between the trees without burning them;
I see the power of this silent moment.
I see also trees sad in black saying goodbye to the sun while hugging it.
I see the sun saying i'm coming tomorrow, dont cry, i will come again and there will be no more darkness, just wait.
I see the peace going ahead to sleep in the sea.
I see the sun leaving my side to illuminate your's, so we are the one that live always in the day.
I see you, how? by every lovely scene surrounding my life. but you are still the most beautiful, and thats why i miss you so much...

I LOVE YOU

Heavenly

A Poem For You

If Our Love Is A Cross... It's Like That